555 Days Towards Level 9000: Day 71.
Time Awake: 9:11 a.m.
Today’s topic relates to the “difficult time in my Life” that I have vaguely referred to. I will continue to be vague about the issue itself, as it is still not prudent to speak about it in detail. But challenges present themselves related to that subject.
I found today that somebody related to that “time” tried to access something that the person has no business or right to. My initial reaction to that was anger. Seeing red. But that reaction is useless.
Then I thought of how to handle this. As I often do when I think, I paced. Back and forth. Allowing my brain to process, flow.
Make a phone call. Yes. So I did. It took a long time, being bounced from person to person but a solution was reached. Protections put into place. Redundant security to prevent any tomfoolery.
The reality is that nothing personal was accessed. But because an attempt was made, precautions had to be made.
When change is happening in Life, difficulties arise. Every single time. Because Life enjoys staying the same. The brain rejects change. We have to push sometimes to achieve what we want, especially when what we want is different from the routine we’ve allowed ourselves to stay in.
The process is uncomfortable. It’s not fun. But that’s okay. I look at the bigger picture. I can be uncomfortable now in order to achieve contentment and what I want down the line.
This won’t necessarily be the last of the uncomfortable happenings. I know this.
Sameness and what we’re used to fights to stay around, even long after it’s outgrown its usefulness and importance in our lives. Do we stay with it because that’s what we’re used to? Do we stay with it because it’s okay sometimes, but a lot of times it doesn’t serve us? Or do we take what awaits by the hand and alter our selves and surroundings to embrace the new?
Vagueness sucks. I cannot wait to share my actual experiences, and more importantly the growth and excitement that awaits.