555 Days Towards Level 9000: Day 97.
Time Awake: Various times between 9 a.m. and 11 a.m.
Rain, rain go away. Come again some other day. Maybe.
The rain does sap my energy, but I maintain my focus. My focus on this day. Focus on days ahead. And focus on maintaining and improving myself.
One part of my improvement has been the shedding of things: books, clothes, other things that no longer serve me. I thought I had already done a pretty good job of removing items that I don’t need.
Recently, it came to my attention during some self-reflection that I haven’t done enough. The items I still have contain a deeper influence than I’d realized. Items from the past contain a subconscious reminder of mindsets, actions and ways of being that are outdated.
So clothes that I’ve had for 15 years because they’re resilient and don’t have holes may be holding on to parts of myself that are outdated. A mattress that I’ve used for 11 years. Books or collectibles that seemed nice to hold onto. They are all subconsciously reinforcing parts of myself that no longer apply.
The shedding process continues. This time, more mindfully about how the items mesh with my modern version of self.
Constantly growing and improving.